Thursday, March 29, 2007
-6:12 PM
Hey everybody! I've something to announce!!
I am 9 months old today! Yeah!! =)
-4:58 PM
Hi all, just replying on what my bro said on being a spiritual orphan... I feel that I used to be one because... I had jumped a lot of cell groups and stuff like that. And I didn't think that I recognised my spiritual father and that is what made me write that short sentence which made many ponder.
As far as you know, I am now under Samuel Wong and he is a great spiritual father. And you all know how good he is. And I was under Lawrence and Stanley in the past years and they were awesome too. Just want to let you know, I am no longer a spiritual orphan. Not any more now...
I thank Yong Howe to urge me to post this. Because it made me release all pressure and stuff like that. I thank him also for organising all the activities and make us happy. And Sunday is the games day!
8.30 at NYJC and bring stuff for changing and shower stuff and any thing you need to bring. And most importantly you Bible. If you are going straight to Expo. Which I am. Thank Alvin for organising this time.
Thank God.
Jason
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
-10:46 PM
Stanley:
Dear all
This is my humble first post. First and foremost, I thank God for the
privilege of being the father of baby
Jireh. I learned many lessons about our Father God through just taking care of him. At times, when I hugged
Jireh, I felt God hugging me too. At other times, when I need to withhold certain things from him or discipline him, I understood God's perspective in a manner that I never could before. When I have to act silly just to make him smile or laugh, I could sense how God sometimes does that too. When he returns with a giggle, my heart delights. I am sure God would too. When I have to clean up his vomit or motion, I saw how God have to clean up the messes that we created. When his cries of 'Papa' melt my heart, I know our cries to our Abba Father melts His.
The above may not connect with many of you cause you do not experience it. My prayer is that you will have a great awareness of our Father's love when your time as parents come.
I named my boy
Jireh because I was inspired by Abraham's willingness to sacrifice his own son to God. In turn, God sent his own son, Jesus to die for our sins. God provided a sacrifice for Abraham, he provides Jesus, the sacrificial lamb for us today, on top of other
spiritual and material blessings. That is the true meaning of '
Jireh' - 'The Lord Provides'. May you be blessed during this season of remembering Christ's death and
resurrection.
Abraham understood that Isaac belonged to God. Charlotte Mason wrote in 1862, "Truly parents are happy people - to have God's children lent to them... I love my children dearly."
I love
Jireh dearly. Our Father in Heaven loves us even more...
-12:43 PM
Two young children were passionately, obliviously building a castle on the sands of the beach. Their faces exudes intense concentration and they painstakingly worked hand in hand to erect the layers gradually by gradually. Suddenly, without caution, a huge wave washed up the shore and all was left behind was a stump of moist sand. The two glared innocently at the debris of their castle, looked at each other, broke out in hilarious giggles and hand in hand skipped to higher ground to commence on the construction of a new castle; bigger, stronger, better. "All the things in our lives all the complicated structures we spend so much time and energy creating, are built on sand. Only our relationships to other people endure. Sooner or later, the wave will come along and knock down what we have worked so hard to build up. When that happens, only the person who has somenody's hand to hold will be able to laugh."- Kusher
jie wei
Friday, March 23, 2007
-12:30 AM
jason: everyone's been thanking you... haha. and i don't think you are a spiritual orphan. the definition of orphan is one who lost one or both his/her parents who is/are dead physically. so 1: you are not an orphan. coz both mama and papa are around. and 2: neither are you a spiritual orphan, because you have a great spiritual father(samuel), grandfather(yonghowe), great grandfather(Ps RO) .... and the list goes on. on top of that you have great people you can turn to anytime for guidance like Ps Vic who has a genuine relationship with you. jason i think there is no need for you hide those feelings in your heart and focus only on the happy things. we can only overcome and conquer when we face straight up to our fears or worries or unhappiness.
each day we live, do we remember to give thanks and celebrate the friendships that we have? to be honest i once thought about the genuinity about the friendships in the tribe and i do get skeptical sometimes like sometimes friendships are so thin we are almost hi-bye friends. and there is always that sense of uneasiness when you see someone whom you obviously know is in your tribe but you just don't know what to say. but by the sheer genuinity of love and sharing and effort that some of our leaders have shown us, i am convinced that we are more than just a hi-bye tribe. and i really do feel bad each time i have been away for an extended period of time, seemingly as if i havent been putting in my share of effort to make this work, i do feel bad. thinking in my bath that society works in a way that requires human beings to give by the sheer fact that they have been given. for example, we would unconditionally raise our children by the fact that we were raised.. people who have been blessed by scholarships in turn give back to society in terms of setting up scholarships... and i believe that for this system to work, we must all give in simply because someone else has given to bless me. :)
in all simplicity, pls do not hesititate to give an extra smile to that not so familiar face in your tribe. pls do not shut one down simply coz they are different. yin huan and I are sooooooo different, and i used to find him arrogant and so did he. but we just clicked and guess what, i came to know of God thru him. God works in many wonderous ways, you'd never know when that ugly friend of yours is going to change your whole #$%^&life.
just had dinner with the CEO of The Right Angle Group. a simple yet great man. and you know this is really what they call the league of extraordinary gentlemen.. he sorta brought me back to living again. and we always do need people in your life to tell you that you are alive don't you?
let's not stop giving thanks for people around us. people whom God has put right beside you at this very moment for a reason. and celebrate.
~jianfeng
still hunting for himself at that remote island
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
-12:16 AM
Here is yinhuans cell guys showing some support for this blog! Sorry jason for leaving u alone to update this blog, altho we know u love blogging. Anw we are at our favourite place 'DANIELS house' having fellowship.
daniel: contrary to what jason mentioned on his blog about ribs, he didnt manage to taste any (paiseh sorry haha, although the rest of the guys can testify to the GOODness of my mums home cooked ribs). Its been a good time of catching up with the guys and really doing what we all love-- praising the Lord with our instruments.
chris: i really appreciate this time of cell retreat. It has been a great time with each other and with God. highlight was heart to heart talk 21/3/07 1:40 a.m. learnt alot abt each other! anyway that was what the retreat was intended for in the first place. we recommend this for all cells of hsf.
seth: hello... wow.. this is the first time i'm blogging! haha... well, yes.. these few days over here at daniel's place have been great.. it's gonna be a time i really treasure.. with so little time to spend with my brothers, retreats like this really help us bond la.. sharings, music, xbox, etc...
shi jun: this is our favourite place in the world ... "daniels house" haha actually its our house too la ... anyway this cell retreat has been a real blessing to me and im sure to the other guys ... been having a great 2 days just having fun .. doing the usual stuff.. catching up with the rest.. something that i feel is impt... also discovered some things abt myself and others thanks to yonghowe... all in all a great 2 days
ben: yeah man, all of us had a super time! can tell we are recharged by our queer enthusiasm on this blog for the first time. refreshed, renewed, recharged, yup
ok, all this is actually randomness. k bye
Sunday, March 18, 2007
-9:50 AM
If there's nothing that i remember. this would be it!
Was very touched by Daniel Khong's sermon when he share his hear on this message.
You cannot really say that you love God without loving people. How then can we express that we love God? Loving people is like LCD... Love for Christ Displayed. James wrote that faith without deeds is dead. I believe this is one of the message that i toook home in my heart. How about you?
Would you share it with your family here?
Daniel
Saturday, March 17, 2007
-11:23 PM
Wah what's your feeling now after G12? For me I am chao ji SHACK! Darn tired... Sian sian sian sian... Very very sian. Sorry lah I can't think of anything else other than the song Lord Of All... I am trying to get it out of my mind now... Samuel Wong counted... Church sang it for 8 times in 3 days!!!
Tired lah... Can't concentrate. But I am very blessed in this conference. Because I am in some of the situations in the conference. Like when pastor asked spiritual orphans to go up. I am an orphan myself. A physical one some more. My dad left. Very sad times actually. And yah forget it lah. I think I am quite an ok person because I keep all these things in my heart and just get on with the joy.
I actually watched The Pursuit Of Happyness on Thursday with Samuel. And I see that guy(Chris Gardner) really going thru bad days. They are not just bad days, in fact they are bad MONTHS. Seriously. What would you do if you were kicked out of your own house and left with the burden of taking care of your son and your wife left? I seriously would want to kill myself if that happens. I know this has nothing to do with church but there's this part of the movie that makes good sense. "You got a dream, go get it yourself." Actually its related to church.
Friday Pastor(?) Daniel Khong preached about love. In 1st Corinthians 13:1-3 basically says that without love, nothing is possible. What do you think? He is a living testimony himself. Just as he said. God led me back to Psalms 116:6 "The LORD protects the simplehearted;when I was in great need, he saved me. " Why did God save us? Partially because we were in great need. But it was mainly because he loves us. The LORD LOVES US. Do you love him?
And during the night worship today people like Fencui took those cards or boards or paper(whatever you think it is) and really it touched my heart again like the breakout party. Those who went up there were LIVING TESTIMONIES. They experienced setbacks but BOUNCED BACK in God's love. If God didn't love us, he would have not sent Jesus to come down. He loves us. Makes sense? Okay now it's your turn to speak your mind. Please support this blog. Don't make it dead again. Haha it was NOT easy to resurrect the blog. Okay have a good night.
Oh and Yong Howe and co. are planning to make a habit of having fun at the end of the month. We are going to have sports like soccer, basketball, Ultimate Frisbee(thats why its not homogenious) and Tennis(another reason why it is not). So have fun and a good day tmr.
Jason
Monday, March 12, 2007
-11:35 PM
PICTURES AT MARINE MANDARIN
hehs 8)
thats all .
lucks for myself for css2 ;DD
RACHELONG ;)))))
-1:13 PM
Ok.. this is picture perfect of a fruitful weekend.
Sat spend at JB with some friends. Details such as mouth watering curry that we had and catching the show "The Pursuit of Happiness". And to top it all, a night KTV session with close friends. Fabulous!
Sun. Normal routine to spend at church. And really like the part after church where we hang out together as a family. Fun to see those crazy things we did at the bowling. Yap!....thanks guys you made me feel young again hahahah.
-12:00 PM
Hey all! If you didn't know, we went bowling yesterday. Don, Jon, Timothy, Daniel, Jordon, Gabriel, Rachel, Debbie, Cheryl, Lilian and I were there. a few stuff to show here.
photos here. And a video of magician Gabriel here. Hiyah upload so long...